I can’t remember who I was before this.
All i know is that i will never be that same girl again. :(
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
I look in the glass and stare at your, strained, grey, motionless face and ask; Underneath, is there a golden soul?
Biffy Clyro, Opposite.
Thank you, this has reassured me a lot. Pretty sure it’s more just a nervous habit like biting my nails; it’s something i do sub-conciously, not to deliberately cause myself pain. And as you said, it doesn’t actually even hurt. x
If I eat , I feel bad, and if I don’t eat I feel bad; I’ll never win.
THIS.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
I think about killing myself all the time, but then I realise that it would be impossible because I wouldn’t want to be a fat corpse.
I genuinely never realised other people had this thought too.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
My smile doesn’t reach my eyes anymore.
Mine hasn’t for years.
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Food made by somebody other than me makes me so anxious. I’m sure they want me to gain weight or poison me.
Basically this. I’m so scared that everyone around me is conspiring together to make me fat…
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders)
Starving the beast at the very least,
Will just increase it’s hunger.
Go right ahead and starve me dead,
It will only make me stronger.
Will just increase it’s hunger.
Go right ahead and starve me dead,
It will only make me stronger.
TMBG - Lady and the Tiger (via thetortoiseandthehare)
